currently: healthless and jobless
you know the weirded feeling when everyone else is going to school and for the first time in many years, you dont have to go to school? i was devoid of that feeling on the 3rd of jan 2005. too caught up being sorry for myself for being sick. this is the first time i've been sick for so long in so many years, hopefully the last time.
i feel sick not eating. i feel sicker after eating. sometimes, i wonder what message my stomach is trying to tell me. i dont get it. on the bright side, i probably lose all the weight i put on during the holidaying and celebration. considering all i do nowadays is lie in bed and while my day away. since it's the only activity that allows me to feel better. more like not feel anything at all since i'm asleep.
for the very first time, i actually ran out of shows to watch despite having cable. the extent of my slackishness. btw, i'm still jobless. not that i mind in the current state i'm in. so this officially makes me the laziest person in the household as there are now 3 income earners. haha... and being at home all day doesnt make me do the chores. by the looks of it, i will have to go find another job. the person who offered me a posiiton is on leave and her helpful collegue who is supposed to help me check has not gotten back to me yet. but i'm not optimistic. quite funny how i fired myself at my first ever job (or whatever you call it).
meanwhile, i will continue whiling more days away.