i look forward to the day when i no longer make apologies for my actions. when i no longer think twice just because i'm afraid of what other people perceive me to be. when i dont give a damn as long as i'm not doing any morally incorrect thing.
i've learnt to feel more and judge less. because i know i'll be judged for it by the people around me. i've also realised that you should never claim to understand (and i become more careful using that word) when you're not personally in the situation. i come to a greater understanding to who i care about and that sometimes, i may unintentionally end up hurting the people i care for. but that's not the end of the world.
imperfections are a part of life i've to accept and hopefully embrace. i intend to perserve the self i once was. i dont regret being affected by it. i just do not wish for it to revolve around my world.
i should revolve around my world. this means i should stop allowing it to permeate my mind so much. being part of my life doesnt equate to being my life. and i aim to be more free-spirited than before. it doesnt entail shrinking responsibilites. it means doing what i want despite my responsibilities.
being content with the little things in life has been what i'd advocated and still is the case. sometimes, we all just need a little reminder to make us recall that.